Say you find reason for what you’ve done. Say you find understanding in who you’ve become. Will you stop searching and be ready to look back on what you’ve left? Was it fulfilling enough?
I can’t answer it, if you still don’t know the question. I can not remember for you. Some days it’s hard being the bigger man, the better man. States over, and I’ll hold fort.
What happens when you become ready to take your life off pause, and none of it waited? Will you count your self-worth then?
I sure as hell hope what you gained, was worth what you gave up. Because it’s long gone now. Swallow that.